being jo

i wrote about leto’s locks a few weeks ago, since then he’s won that oscar and won the world with his beautiful words. my love for jared is uncontrollable, it’s slightly confused. i can’t slot it with james franco, or javier bardem, it’s not a crush. it’s not sexually driven, i’m in awe of his beauty. he’s kinda making me want to be him right now. i love his style, i love his hair, i love his social awareness. i’ve already ombré’d my hair (best i could to suit my darker colour) pretty soon i’m going to show up to my next event in a white jacket, black pants, and a red bow tie. who knew decades later jordan catalono would be the man du jour, and my muse.